a Friday monoloque

assalamualaikum sayang. selamat pagi. it’s Friday!. a non-stressful day. at least that’s what you been saying to me and yes I do believe it really is a non-stressful day.

but sayang...why you looks so ..sso..so..stressful? why? even so furious sometime...why? isn’t stress is just another word...an English word. just don’t get caught in it. you got that ‘don’t-come-near-me’ kind of looks. you can’t see it yourself but the other can. the kids especially, they got scared sayang....even your favourite little princess. she don’t want to go near you..despite me asking her to do so.

let the stress pass by you sayang. that’s another advise from you. towards your audience, your friends, our parents, me and the kids. don’t you see that you’re now holding it within you? it’ll detour you to another place...a place so horrible. let it go. let it pass you.

not even a single day come without stress. oh sayang! how true it is...how true! I totally agree with you. we need to manage it. we can control it. these are all golden words came from you...I believe you still remember. I live by these words sayang...your words. and I sensed that you too live by these rules.

but what happened to you last night? you snapped sayang...you threw away your own beliefs. please sayang....get back to the route. a wonderful-peaceful route. be calm. let the serenity take control....not the insanity. focus towards Him, ask for His forgiveness and guidances. He always there! strengthen your faith towards Him...and He wouldn’t fail you.

remember sayang...it’s Friday and stress is just another word!!

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who stress? me...me? am I got that looks? am I really stress?....astargfirullah. a dream so real! ...is it? am I dreaming? or is it the soft-whisper wishful thinking going into my ear...ooohhhh!!